Change

Today, I found that I really have to admit that the rate of change of feeling is really fast. I better say that it is the change of thoughts. Yesterday, I thought that I am still not ready to serve. This thought disappeared instantaneously after I went church today.

I heard what You are always trying to tell me.

I always being confused that what is the thing that You want me to do.Always.Today, I even lost the heart of serving. Today, I got it back and I hope it will last for long this time as break and reform continuously will make me feel exhausted and may be I will not even stand still again in one day.

I believe that You will not let this happen because You love me. You really do love me like how You love your son. Thx God.